"Harder"

Everything gets harder time after time. Sometimes I just dont know what to do. I was born to be a star, I will show those who dont believe in me, that I have greatness, that I have what it takes. It has taken me long to write this, because sometimes is hard to share feeling when you think no one cares. But I have to open my heart and express what Im carrying inside my chest for a long time. Once I thought that to become a great artist was so easy, something like in the Fairy Tale Stories, that a nice Godmother comes and with her magic wand will make everything happen, but I've realized, life is not like that, you have to work very HARD to get where you want, and that I've learned, in the hardest way that I've learned. I had someone pushing me towards my own dream, but I realized it was wrong, and that I had to push myself, and now that Im doing it, things get even harder, harder that what I thought. I was recording my song in the studio, is in English, and well I was always used to sing in Spanish, and the experience has been good, but horrible in some way. I've left the studio hurt, just because he couldnt get work done during that day. And it really hurts. They doubted me, they thought I didnt have what it takes, but I opened my mouth and started to sing in spanish, and they believed in me. Even they believed in me, I've had a hard time to get my English song done. English, I love music in English, and well if its not English, maybe it wont sell that much. I want to sing in a lot of languages. I want to do great stuff with my music, and sometimes I wonder if I would get there. Finance maybe have been one little problem too. Thats why Im called Cinderella. Im coming from nowhere, from nothing because I want to be somebody. And not just a somebody that sings, but a somebody that impacts lives. It gets harder. It gets tougher. I cannot give up. I wont give up. And in spite that everything is harder I keep on believing in myself, that Im great, and that Im getting there where I want to